I took a trek down memory lane, certain a vital piece of me had chipped off and tangled with the sands of time.
Certain the hour –glass was all churned up and spiraling out of control because of my mistakes, I carefully retraced my steps.
I was careful not to make any sudden unnecessary movements, lest I unsettle whatever last chance I had to put things to rights.
So I tiptoed-looking right, left, up, down- all in a bid to keep a grip on all the corners of my universe.
It couldn’t fall apart again. I wouldn’t let it.
But what struck me first was the crowd of people all around me. Each desperate to reclaim the good old times.
Some had swollen ankles, others bruised toes while most had cried themselves to numbness.
A woman before me eager for the time she’d been heavy with promise before the loss of her baby tried to reach out for the moment before it’d all fallen apart. To immortalize it so the joy would stay. But it rode out of reach on the wings of the morning mist.
And she kept jumping high as she could, but the past was past.
Then it dawned on me, no amount of going back in time would right whatever was already done. The salt I tasted on my tongue right then, regrets wasted.
As the hourglass tumbled to the floor, it occurred to me that I need to rush to the present and make sure to make every moment last forever.